Finally updated my blog again.. Nothing much to say also. My life sucks since 20thAPR07'.. EVeryday just drink and drink. Eat anything also just puke. Haahs. FUnny sial. The more i drink, the emptier i feel. This kinda life is killing me. I miss him.. Too much. I know he's leading a happier life without me. Since that day i made the decision to end it all, i should be prepared. Prepared for all these kinda crappy miseries. Today's the 2nd month we broke up lerrs. And i'm not feeling any better. It's tiring to smile when you don feel the least like it. Someone told me, it's better for both of us this way. I'm living in self denial can.. Telling myself i'll be happy as long as he's happy. I DON WANNA BE 'NOBLE' anymore!!! It simply sucks. All i really wann is just him and only him... I've tried, but i cant let go. Stupid me.. I'm a fool. Living in my own world. Avoiding the sun as much as i can. If tears can make his shadows fade away, i'd rather keep crying. So so much to say to him, but i know there's no point anymore. I can only just wait.. COntinue waiting for as long as i can bahs. Till the end, i promised. I shall stand by my promises. It may sound boring to those ppl reading my blog. Haahs. Sorry yahs. I've got not much mood to describe my recent life. Cos everyday just drink and get drunk. Except for ytd nahs. COs broke up de 2nd month mahs. Felt so empty drinking.. HUrts like hell can.. It does. I'm still loving someone. Hoping to return to the old days.. Perhaps the more it hurts, the more you love bahs.. Feel like a fool. Haahs. Seeing him post pictures of other gals in his friendster and i'm still here waiting like a fool.. No matter how, i'm just tired of relationships. Just nv get tired of him. Lols.. GOnna stop here le i guess.. Peers out there, thanks for your concern. I'm fine. Really. Just let me indulge in drinking for now bahs. Period.
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