Wah.. Nowadays kip working and working. No time to update. Well, working at chinatown point de boutique. So sian lahs. No customer derrs. Nothing to do there, bloody cold also. But nvm lahs. Work got money liaos can bring grandpa to hospital, return my crystal her money, bring my family out, etc.. Hmmm.. Sounds good to miiee. =) So peers out there, don jio miiee out or asking for a meet-up now hors. Cos i'd be too busy! Unless yUu ppl wann come chinatown point look for miiee lahs. Second storey. The shop name is 'HOMY' wors. KeKex.. By the way, new year eve gg sing k. Anybody interested drop miiee a msg in friendster bahs. K lahs. Going to work soon. Tc everyone!!
'JeRiCa_DiaMonD
1144am
Well, good to see tat my crystal is leading a good life. ^^ DOn be so hao lian lahs.. Lata ppl reading our blog gets jealous. HaaHs~ Both of us are xing fu de nu ren!! New year is coming. Of cos, many resolutions. Looking back on this year, found out many mistakes made. Sigh, jux keep myself on the right track nex year bahs. As usual, i passed this year with my crystal. HaaHS~ Always there for miiee. Thanks!! And.... I'm locked with my boy on the 9th of feb this yr!!! Though we brk up for a few times, but we're still back with each other. Each time we patched, we grow stronger. Right now, both of us are jux waiting for the right age to get married. LoLS!! We're still moving on. I believe afta we went through so much, both of us have come to recognized the fact that we belong to each other. =)
K lahs. Enough said. Will update again on my new year resolutions.
'JeRiCa_DiaMonD
wishing everyone merry christmas.. =)
actually just to say...
wo zai guo ze xing fu de re zhi wor.. =p
crystal
Well, am here to blog abt my bday. Had a wet but memorable bday. Raining throughout that day. So, cancelled my trip to escape and sentosa. End up? Indoor bbq. Eh~ This sounds like not fun right? But,,,, i had my bbq under a void deck! HaaHs~ Planned by? Of cos my boy lahs. This is my first bbq tat is illegal wors! LoLs~ Everybody were so afrid that the residents will lodge a complain, and then police will come. Fortunately, that sort of things nv happened. I really enjoyed my bday though it's been raining like hell. Most importantly, i have my most beloved boy with miiee. & of cos, all my frenx tat so mattered to miiee. Though some of my fenx wasn't present and i didnt get any wishes from them, i still enjoyed my bday! LoLs~ Esp my pri sch frenx ar. Crayon( best bro), came down to queenstown MRT early in the morn jux to pass miiee my present. Hmmm.. Touched. Judy and xin ning too. Thanks yahs. K lahs. Dun type lerrs. Wann pei my boy study. Tmr exams lerrs. Mux burn midnight oil with him. Ppl out there, envy my biy fir having such a good gf? LoLs~
My boy: Thanks for everything. I know tat yUu're damn stressed out on my bday. It's the tots tat counts. Rmb wad i told yUu? I dun need anything fanciful. What matters most is that yUu're right here with miiee. I had a great bday. & it was diff from others. No matter how much sufferings we had in this relationship, things will only get better. For all the wrongs we made, i'll make it right. I'm never letting go easily anymore. No worries. Last but not least, boy, I"M DAMN PROUD OF YUU!!!
With Love,
'JeRiCa_DiaMonD
1121pm
Hmmm.. Thanks to all for yOr well wishes.. Finally turning 17 liaos. Wahahahas. Next year can get married liaos. JkJk. See how lahs. But mux wait for a yr more to get my bike license. Sians. I wann a VESPA!! LoLs~ But, cannot let my family know i'm getting a bike. If not, sure die. Wahahas. Anyway, going to Taiwan with my dear and his parents. Though it's like two more months, but i'm real excited yea. Hais.. Crisis in my family and my boy de family. But, no worries. We can get thru it derrs. Have more faith yea, my boy.. Hmmm. Now monsoon season. Praying hard that it won't rain lata. If not, cant go to escape liaos. Sians. Alex and my boy cursing miiee that it'll rain. PUI.. Tot alex so good help miiee write testi. HaaHS~ K lahs K lahs. Dun say him. If not both shirley (his sista) and him dun wann come my bday celebration. Wahahahas. So sians.
Crystal: Working liaos hors? Mux jiayou on yOr first day of work huhs. Anything call miiee. Anyone bully yUu also mux tell miiee. I go whack them. HaaHs~ Take care hors, sweetie. Hais. My bday nv come. But nvm. I got yOr wishes liaos. Thanks hUhs. *Loves*
JeRiCa_DiaMonD -21 11 06-
0148am
Hmmm.. These few days many things happened. Good and bad times. Still moving on. Anyway, ppl out there. If yUu've got any bloody comments on miiee being with my boy, come straight up to my face and tell miiee. Gonna do something nasty to miiee? HaahS~ Irony. yUu're in no position to do anything to miiee. C'mon. Try miiee. If yUu've got the guts, i welcome yUu. =D Don hide there behind yOr father's back. By the way, did i eva mention i was going to that bbq of yors? I don think so. If i wann a bbq, i jolly well can orgarnise it myself. Don tell my boy what if eva he needs yUu ppl, yUu wun be ard. HaaHs~ Guess yUu still dun understand what type of a bf my boy is. Oh yahs. Of cos yUu dun understand. Cos yUu've never win his heart mahs. LoLs~ Enuff of this prob lerrs. Anyway, ytd went to ann de pet shop with my boy and Gomez doggie. We bring Gomez there to socialize with other dogs. HaaHs. Cute lahs him. I had a fun day with my boy =) Later at night going play mahjong with his frenx. LoLs~ Tuesday my bday gg Sentosa. Hmmm.. My boy got surprise for miiee! WOndering what will it be? Excited.. K lahs. Stop here first. I wann go get ready then go out with my boy lerrs. =)
'JeRiCa
1209pm
Hmmm... Jux woke up then come blog lerrs. So hardworking. Haahs~ Anyway, had a fun day ytd. Went to vivo with my boy, his parents and matthias to shop. My boy bought a shirt from Pull and Bear. Niceey! =) Then my boy de marmie and daddie went hm. Then zhiwei came. Four of us waited for Raf and Huishan. Then all six of us went for a movie called A Battle Of Wits. Damn nice show. Heart-wrenching and all. The show ended around three plus midnight. Though i'm like damn tired, but i enjoyed the show lahs. Anyway, when we were a the Sky Park of Vivo, saw loads of stars. So nice. But my boy wasn't being too romantic nahs. LoLs. Watching stars is like so romantic. But.... HaaHs~ Nvm. On the cabbie way hm, said thanks to my boy. He was like ' thx for wad???', then i said, 'thx for the great day'. My boy smiled. =) Reached hm so tired lerrs. But my boy still cooked for miiee. Then we played with our baobei Gomez doggie for a while. Then slp ard 5 plus. LoLs. K lahs. I have to go get prepare lerrs. Maybe my boy and i gg to find our nephew bahs.
=D
'JeRiCa_DiaMonD
1435pm
Ubin Ubin!! Let's save up for ubin!! aHaahs~ Yea, we shall go there and countdown. Anyway, rmb to make yOrself free on my bday hOrs! Tell that to Ben too eh? HaaHs. Anyway, had a bad interview today. WTF is that kinda stare for? I don't deserve that and i certainly DO NOT appreciate it. Fcuking job. Fcuking ppl. Don't forget what goes around, comes around! yUu shall have yOr retribution someday. I will never forget that stare. Don't judge a person by their family background eh? Hais.. Crystal, yUu asked miiee to fight for my rights? WHat rights do i have? I've got totally no say in this lahs. Don't forget who introduced this job to miiee kaes? Hais.. Morale low. Low confidence. Never have i encounter this kinda prob b4. Hais.. Never mind lahs. Think i should be old enuff to understand how the world revovles. No mood to continue lahs. Gonna go slp. Take my mind off this. And yahs.. Crystal, tmr i gg pet shop. Not free to meet yUu. Maybe saturday bahs. See how lahs. Really no mood. Tc..
Sucky World With Uncoth People
Realistic...
'JeRiCa
1710pm
no he should go jian fei too.. he's actually fat.. just that you dont know only.. =x
anyway.. wear thick pants later heat stroke then you know ar.. hahaha...
anyway i also dont know how to swim.. everytime say go swimming with qi and ping is actually go jacuzzi or go to the steam room and all one.. so dont think so much.. =x and he said that he will go cycling with me someday so we shall see ba =) anyway.. see you tomorrow.. dont be late please.. haha
crystal
HaaHs~ Sure Sure. Let's jian fei tgt bahs. Too bad i dunno how to swim. If not can go swimming more relax. Nvm. yUu giv in to miiee go cycling bahs. But rmb to wear thick thick pants hors. Cos ytd i ride ar, my butt all blue-black wors! SO painful lahs! HaahS~ Can ask ben & my boy to acc us too. LoLs! But i think Ben dun need to jian fei nahs. So that left yUu, my boy and i... Buck up bahs. Will cfm the jian fei outing with yUu asap! =D
JianFei Success!!!
'JeRiCa_DiaMonD
1505pm
i also want jian fei.. lets jian fei together.. =D
from they day i know ben he keep bringing me out to eat and eat and eat.. -_- i growing fatter also le... lets plan together and jian fei together if not i'll also be alone.. I DONT WANT! =x
if happen to be alone with you then we shall be les LOL! i'm crazy ignore me hahahahahahaa!
crystal
Jux came bck from cycling with my boy. Wah~ I'm like damn tired lors. HaaHs~ But it's worth it nahs. Anyway, i decided to make cycling my hobby! LoLs! But my boy de reaction was like 'wtf?'.. Cos he know i'm those lazy type derrs. HaaHs.. Actually, the main reason why i wanna mk it my hobby is tat i wanna lose weight lahs. I'm so fat i cant take it. Cos i kip eating non-stop after i patched back with my boy. Hmmm... I'm in deep shit. Cos if i grow fat, i wonder if my boy still wants miiee. HeHs. Nobody wants miiee then i'm gonna spend my whole life being alone lerrs. NO!!!! I dun wanna be alone! So i must jian fei!! LoLs.. K lahs. Wann go cook for my boy. & i'm getting tired. Stop here bahs.
- Sweet Sweet Love -
With TIredness,
'JeRiCa_DiaMonD
0409AM
No matter what, dun give up. This is the promise both of us mux keep. I dun wanna lose yUu again. yUu know the feeling. So why give up? I love yUu so, I need yUu so.
This song de lyrics..
Go and read it carefully kaes?
- Never Let yUu Go -
The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,
Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,
*Chorus: If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.
The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,Our one last romance,
Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go
Well, that's all i wanna say.
Do yUu really understand?
yUu're all i ever wanted, all i ever needed.
'JeRiCa
Well, true true. Once we've chosen, no regrets. We've waited so long to finally be in thy arms. Why would we waste any chance? Yahs. Maybe sometimes my actions show otherwise. But deep down, yUu should know don't yUu? That yUu've always been in my heart. Anyway, ytd went to redhill with my boy, crystal and her boy to have our dinner. After that, went to vivo. HaaHs. GO there till sians lerrs. But nvm. It was quite fun with my two most beloved persons in the world around. Of cos, not to forget my beloved crystal de better half nahs. Though we went out for jux a few couple of hours, i enjoyed their company. When my boy and i got home, we went out to ABC Market to drink. With matthias, Ian, etc.. As for the details, i'm a little bit too lazy to type. Anyway, enjoy drinking nahs. Love the feeling of being so relax. Well, going to yVonne chalet with xinqqy ex lata. I know my boy will be sensitive derrs. But boy, no worries kaes? We're jux plain friends. No matter where i go, who i met, it's still the same place i go back to mahs. Still will hug yUu to slp, still will see my dumb face when yUu wake up right? AhaahS~
K lahs. Gonna go get prepared liaos.
'DiaMonD
0131pm
yea... why are all guys so sensitive?
dont worry la... once we've choosen you then you wont have to worry so much...
boys around us are all just friends.. dont be jealous...
kk: actually dont worry so much cause i understand how you feel... know why? cause you are similar to my another half who are like you as well.. so ya.. next time got anything you can call him and su ku lol!! but dont worry so much la... since she has choosen then you wont have to worry much...
crystal
Woah~ Now it's only 0840 in the morning and i'm updating blog. Cos i cant get to slp lerrs. Well, been reflecting on my life. It seems like there are loads of mistakes made. Just hope that time can heals evrything. All the wrong decisions i've made, i'll try my hardest to make it right. Hais. My boy is getting more and more sensitve. More and more possessive. I know, it's bcos his love for miiee is getting deeper day by day. But it too lessen my freedom to go out with my friends. SIgh.. What can i do about it? Don wanna quarrel with him over small things. Aiyahs. FOr now, dun wish to think too much about it. Just lead my life as it is bahs. Though i really miss the old days back, i cant turn back the time. Cos things have gone too far and i cant rewind..
Boy: Stop being so sensitve kaes? He's only my friend now. THere's nth btw both of us. He has feelings for miiee no more. & i've got yUu now. So, have more confidence in yorself nahs.
=)
'JeRiCa
Don get it. Everybody's changing fast. Can no longer catch up anymore. It seems like i've got no choice but to accept everything. Ha. Pathetic miiee. Suffering in this realistic world. So very realistic eh.. Feel like dying sometimes. DOn even get any support from anyone. All i ever get is negative de comments. Aiyahs. It's always like this. Speechless everytime. Fcuk. Why things turn out this way? Blame no one. It's always miiee.
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'JeRiCa
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