as i've said. we're drifting.
why is the things that you said and done so different?
i dont understand. i really dont.
disappointment is all i have in you. haiz.
crystal
was irritated by the alert.. had it removed...
diamond where are you?!
finding you the moment i woke up from my nap and i couldnt find you!
where are you? =(
i had a 'nightmare'
i dreamt of you being together with ben.
i dreamt of you and ben at my house area with the batok people (you should know who i referring to.. YES HIM and the rest)
i dreamt of him calling me and talking to me (of cause my reaction was shocked!)
i dreamt of you snatching his phone away from him and talk to me to suan me to say how stupid i am and all.
i dreamt of so much things!!!!!
so scary!! where are you? =(
crystal =(
Hais.. Crystal arx.. Don be sad. People do gets old derrs mahs. Don think too much for now kaes?? Anyway, strive hard for yOor Os'.. Don wanna see yUu so sad.. As for Sapphire.. Treasure all around yUu before it's too late yea? Don't ever wanna see yUu ended up like miiee.. I'm trying all my best to let him go. Cos i've finally realised no matter what i've said or done, he still treats miiee the same way. & since i cant be compared with tat BiATch, then jux forget it bahs..Cos from now, gonna strive very hard for my guardian angel. Though it may seem naive to others, & they might think tat there are absolutely no angels in this realistic world, i have faith. So, to all people out there who're lost, JiaYoU JiaYoU JiaYoU!!!
Time:2316
With Love and CheerS,
'DiaMonD_JeRiCa
everything seems to be drifting.. dont you think so?
yesterday went study with sapphire and diamond... we did study but of cause distraction is still there la.. BUT!! at least we get something into our mind right? (hope so O.o??)
well after that.. ben came... send sapphire home.. pick rachel up...
then headed to eat prata =D it has been quite some time since i last ate it.. haha
anyway... diamond.. remember what you ask me yesterday? 'huh? your ah ma sick ar?' and i tell you no right?
today she's sick la.. she's down with fever headache flu and cough... =( haiz... hope she'll get well soon.. haiz..
crystal-linyin =(
Finally can type my blog liaos.. Went timah eat prata with my sapphire, baobei and chobin.. New car eh? HaaHs.. Thanks for coming all the way down in the middle of the night.. Broke up with babbie liaos. Hais.. He still cant forget his ex and i still cant forget mine too.. Anyway, argued with 'him' AGAIN!! Arrgh.. Pek Chek. Nvm.. Not gonna comment on this anymore. Jux let things go the way it'll be.. O lvl approaching! Study hard, my sapphire and crystal! JiayUu JiayUu.. Anyway, loves all the ppl around miiee.. Learnt how to treasure liaos!
With Love,
'DiaMonD_JeRiCa
Now it's 1545 liaos.. Sapphire still slping. Crystal also went bck to slp. Left miiee alone waiting for my babbie's call. Shit lahs. Slept at 6am today jux to wait for yoor call.. Yet? Not even a single msg from yUu.. Hais. Told miiee yUu're busy. Busy till now haven reached home mahs? I gave you 15hrs to call miiee wors.. Frm midnight till now.. Yuu know how worried am i mahs? AiyaHs.. Too angry to type anything more.. Jux felt that i'm not important in yOoR world...
With Sadness,
'DiaMonD_JeRiCa
Gort a new guy in my life liaos. Dex babbie!! Woah~ It's like so amazing.. HaaHs. Lost contact for so long. & before i know it, we're already a couple! HehS.. Well, i've been waiting and waiting for your call whole day long. Worried sick.. Anyway, decided to really move on liaos. Dex babbie, don disappoint miiee kaes? Though i still have 'him' in my mind, i'll try my best to let go derrs. Hais, many thoughts came to my mind. Did i really choose the right path? Some part of miiee yearns to go back to 'him'.. Some part of miiee wish tat i can be the one to bring you happiness. What should i do nehs? HaahS.. Confused.. As for Mr. E, still feeling guilty. Going back indonesia mux take good care of yourself. Find a better gal. Move on bahs. I promise to be XinFu.. Don worry about miiee. Dex Babbie.. What are you gonna tell miiee wors? Bad feeling eh.. Please don tell miiee you're gonna leave miiee jux when i decided to stay. What i told you in e msg, i meant it.. & believe miiee.. Time Heals The Deepest Wounds.. Treat miiee nicely and don leave alrights? MissInG...
By the way, the time now ish 0218am.. Blog de timing always wrong... -_-'''
With Love,
'DiaMonD_JeRiCa
please give me a call and tell me what exactly happened.
dont keep me in the dark please. write me a letter. send me a mail or anything.
just keep me updated. i dont want to be the last to know everything please.
crystal
Hais~ Seeing my sapphier shedding tears again. What more can i say? I'm in no position to comment on this thingy cos it concerns her family mahs. Sapphire arx, jux hope you really understand what i'm talking about. No matter how mean he is, he still loves you. You are his beloved daughter wors~ Know mahs? Felt so helpless lahs. Bonez korkor.. Where you sial? Never mind. I'll be there for my sapphire till my korkor is here. Loves all of you ppl so much. Don think so much. We can't choose how we were born, but we definitely can choose how we wann to live our life. Right? Jux live your life to the fullest everyday hao mahs? Anyway, ann called miiee. Told miiee abt Mr. E.. Hais. What more can i say nehx? I know he still hearts miiee loads. & i certainly believe that he'll treat miiee nicely with all his heart. Jux give both of us some time to cool down bahs. I guess he needs some time to settle his things also. Well, Mr. Supreme told miiee he'll try his best to mend my wounds. It's not that i don wanna giv this relationship a try. I hope you guys can understand that i still have 'him' in my heart. I don wish to talk about this type of thingys for now. Jux let nature take its course bahs. If not, it wont be fair to any party. Hais.. The pain is evident. Get what i mean mahs? No point giving miiee any promises for now. Jux wanna be myself in my world. No longer wanna change for anyone on earth. Love miiee? Accept the way i am. Hate miiee? Then get a life and leave miiee alone. No longer wanna hear those hurtful words from 'you'..
With Love,
'DiaMonD_JeRiCa
Well, today went to Alexandra Hospital with Sijun and her bro. After that, went to 'his' house to take back my slippers. Actually, wann see his dog derrs. But too bad, he slping. Initially, don wish to go up also. It brings back sho much memories that it hurts. The staircase, the corridoor, the pathway, etc.. Sho sho much memories~ I thought that i'll be brave. Too bad. I cried.. It really hurts to be so near him, yet there's nth i can do about him~ Do you people understand this kinda feeling? I really miss him.. I still wish to love him. But sometimes, hiding my feelings will be better. I don wish to complicate things anymore. It took him sho long to talk to miiee. I don wish to destroy anything anymore. It still sucks big time that he's not here by my side. Why does it have to be this way? Hurt another person who loves miiee sho much jux for 'him'. I know. I'm selfish to leave Mr. E jux bcos i still cant forget 'him'. But, what more can i do?? It's unfair to lead him on. & i don wish to let myself down too. This time round, it really ish a big impact on miiee. I no longer trust in guys de words. Ppl out there, it's nort that i don trust in you all. It takes time. I really need lotsa lotsa time. Don bother to wait for miiee. Deep down in my heart, there has always been a special 'him'. Now and Forever, 'he' shall be in my heart. Even though i may never get the chance to be back with 'him', he still stands a place in my heart. & i mean it. He's the first guy who taught miiee how to love. & i guess i will never stop my love for him. Perhaps i may get into a new relationship. Perhaps i may jux move on. But for now, i still still hearts him loads. Still missing. Still loving. Still holding some faith. Even if he only has got 0.00001 % de feel, i can survive on that percentage. Emotions very mixed up today. Keep having the urge to cry. But i won't. Don wanna bother 'him' with my tears anymore. Don ever wish to hurt him anymore. Jux wann him to be happy. I dare say. He's the one that i WAN to get married with. Though it might seem naive to talk about marriage at this kinda age, i meant what i've said. WE LIVE BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT. Thats all for today, i guess.. Hais~
With Love,
'DiaMonD_JeRiCa
what i want to see in you was actions.
action speaks louder then words.
dont tell me all your words, promises or agreement without any actions done.
so sorry that i cant be by your side. so sorry my both dear girl.
all i can say is, even me myself think that i also zhi shen nan bao............
=(
haiz..............
i dont tell you is not because i dont care. or rather i dont trust you all.
its just that me too dont wanna trouble you all with my problems.
and..... i seriously dont know how to start it.
haiz...........................
crystal
Hais~ All i can say is that i'm really sorry. I know you're v serious in this relationship. & that you gave up quite a lot of things jux becos of miiee.. Howeva, we both must understand something.. A relationship with only one party commiting will never have an happy ending derrs.. I'm sorry. Real sorry about the whole thing. If i could turn back the time, i'll never have chosen this path. I'll never want to hurt you. Sorry. Hais.. I know no matter how sorry am i, the hurt is already there. It's hard to let go of someone you really love with all your heart and soul. I believe you know how exactly i feel. Sorry.. Don't ever hold on to a relationship when you know deep down in your heart, that there won't be a happy ending. You know what i mean mahs? You deserve better. Go find your better half. As for miiee, you need nort worry kaes? I know how to take good care of myself. Do not torture yourself. Do not do things that will hurt yourself. Cos maybe to someone else, you are their evrything. Know mahs? Look around.. There are many ppl who truly loves and care for you. Bring no worries to them kaes? Live your life to the fullest everyday. Smile with gratitude. Learn to appreciate what others have done for you... Last but not least, DO NOT FROWN. COS YOU NEVER KNOW WHO IS FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOUR SMILE =)'DiaMonD_JeRiCa
i'm so sad. so sad.
how to say leh? i also dont know. haiz....
how i wiah that both of you are here for me.
my dear sapphire: althought i dont know you well.. but i can understand how you feel.
i can go out doesnt mean i'm happy. maybe all you need is freedom. but to me? going out is a way for me to avoid things which is going around me especially in my family. i might seems to be happy, but all i can say is i'm not that happy as how you think. haiz. in anyways, cheer up k?
hearing you or seeing you being so sad doesnt feel good for me too...
crystal
Bloody blogger. Type half-way jam. Sians. Now hv to re-type evrythin. These few days gort meet up with zhixiong and wenjun. Then just now gort owen and kawai too. Nice meeting you guys! =) Well, am pondering on my relationship with my dardar. Hais. What more can i say? You're the one who is giving and giving. all i do is to take and take. This kinda relationship won't last derrs. I guess you know what i mean right? Think it over carefully bahs. Anyway, argued with 'him'. Hais. I was just trying to express my concern mahs. Maybe i was a little bit too harsh. I'm sorry. I know lahs. It's no point saying so much derrs. Forget it. It all comes to nothing mahs. Well, really like a song titled (NO PROMISES) by Shanye Ward. Meaningful. It represents my feeling now. Exactly how i'm feeling now. Below is the lyrics......
===Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.===
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.I just need you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.I just need you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises
I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promises
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms Here tonight.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight....
+Meaningful eh? I hope 'you' really know how i'm feeling lahs. It's not easy to let go derrs. But i know you'll be happier lahs.. Trying my best though. Anyway, mux pei zHixiong go NUH later. Gonna get some rest. Arrgh! Only left one more hour to rest.. Haahs. I'm so wei da arx? Haahs. Don say liaos..
With Love,
'DiaMonD_JeRiCa
Hais.. Quarrel again arx~ Cos of some pics in my friendster. Told you i need some time liaos. Really don like it when we argue over 'him'. I mean, it's not tat i don wanna remove his pics. It's jux tat it's all very beautiful memories to miiee. When i see those pics, it brings back e happy moments in my life. Surely you don wann see miiee so sad evryday derrs mahs. Even if i really remove all those pics, wad good does it do to both of us? Hais. Though frankly speaking, i do still think of him. Howeva, at least i'm tryin my best to move on. Don't be so sensitive lahs. 'He' already said sho many times tat we won't eva be back together anymore liaos. He's leadin his life happily. & i sincerely hope tat he can find someone who's worthy of his love. As for the both of us, jux treasure the time tat we have together now. If a couple can't trust each other, then wad's e point of being together still? I can say tat i don't really trust you. & i certainly do not wish to be unfair to you. Hais.. Dono lahs. I'm really gettin sick and tired of all these liaos. No strength to kip arguing with you also. Go ponder on the things tat i've said bahs.
With Love,
'DiaMonD_JeRiCa
Hais.. Jux came back from town. With dardar, 'HoNeY', ann and ah soon. They got some probs then hv to go. Wad to do?? I respect ur decision to go. Really thx evrybody for helpin so much. This time round, e prob lies in miiee. Not him. Will try my best and sort tings out. Don press miiee kaes? Thx.. Giv miiee some time to really think it over. Hais.
-Seeing my saphhire cryin yet cant do anythin about it. I'm sorry. I feel so helpless. Don think so much. Don say urself till so worthless. I'm always here for you..
-Wahs~ Why mux things turn out this way? You all so long liaos. Why mux things ended up in this state?I'm sorry i cant be of much help too~Howeva,if you guys can still hv the chance to be back together,i sincerely hope tat you both can treasure.
-Wah! Bloody hell lahs. If you wann call to quarrel den bloody hell DON CALL lahs! You don know how worried am i right? I asked you to call back when you're done wf ur things. Then? Wah. Can happily go catch a movie arx? Thx man.. I really appreciate it.All i can say now is thx man!Forget it lahs.Don say anymore lahs.No point.
With hatred and love,
'DiaMonD_JeRiCa
everything is up =) but i'm down -_-
i'm down with gastric flu if not wrong. haiz. bad. the pain is killing me.
so not right. at this point of time somemore. my dearest brother birthday today know? haiz. well, hope that i'll be fine by this evening. HAIZ
diamond: dont think so much k. dont be the center one when you yourself cant solve your own problem. i know its hard to throw friends aside and be selfish to sort your things before you sort theirs but its also not right to sort other people's problem and put yours aside. the longer you drag, the tougher it is to be sorted it out next time. think of what are the things which you should sort it out first and then move on the the minor ones. get it? althought i might not be by your side due to the distance and time which seldom match but bear this in mind, 'whatever happen, happens for a reason. physically i might not be by your side but mentality i'm always there being by your side to be your listening ear, to give you advice and most importantly, to hold you up.' =)
sapphire: its okay if you got that question wrong. at least you get one mark out of two right =)
study hard and lets work hard together for the coming O's. it might be tough now, but after this stage, we can throw everything aside and enjoy ourselves like never before =D
shall wait for the day when we are able to gather and go out together again.. =)
B daddy =x : thanks for your concern. really appreciated it alot alot. thanks for being there for me when i'm in need of help no matter what help it is. thanks for showing your care and concern to me when i'm sick. thanks for always being there for me despite of how busy you are. thanks. really thanks alot B daddy =D =x
crystal
Hmmm.. Many things happened during these few days. Hais. Talked about the happi moments first~ Went to town on e 16th wf my dardar and 'HoneY'. Dardar bought two eeyores for miiee! Though it reminds miiee of someone else, i still feel glad lahs. At least he made e effort. Took neo-prints wf dardar and 'HonEy' too.. ShOOO ke ai! If possible will scan in com fast fast. Let evrybody see how ke ai ish my 'HonEy' !! Anyway, glad tat the prob btw my dardar, miss j and i has been solved. We're still frenx kaex? Well, 'HoNey' is attached liaos. Hais.. Jux hope tat she really is the right one for you. Rmb wad i've said to you and the promises tat i've gave you.. Hais. Been kinda down recently too. Don know why i said so much liaos you ppl still don understand. Hais. Jux let nature take its course. Tat's all i can do for now right mahs?
HoNeY: Jux hope tat you can be xinfu.Go Go JiaYou hUhx..
Sapphire: Thx for being there for miiee. Thx for lending miiee a comforting shoulder. Thx for being the middle person.
Crystal: Sorry if you feel tat we've been neglecting you. All i can say is tat i don wish to bother you with my probs.
To All Those Who Cares For Miiee: No worries yahs. I jux need some time to think. Don bother yourselves with my probs.
Hais. Really no mood to write liaos. Shall continue when i come bck.
With Love,
DiaMonD_JeRiCa'
so sorry about the tagging part... i'll try to fix it asap.. =x
hmmm going for my science practical later on.
wonder how is my sapphire doing? is she doing fine?
well, we can pull it through one =D
my dear sapphire, all the best to you k? =)
actually i think, age doesnt concern that much too la its the thinking and 'feeling' that matters, right sapphire? =)
crystal~
Jux finished crying.. Thx my beloved BoneZ KorKor and my Beloved Sapphire. Thx my "Honey" for being there too. Jux hope tat you really go think it over as to what i've jux said. Well, kinda fed-up now. A relationship concerns only the couple. I need not answer to anybody.. If you people think tat i bothers your, den jux leave miiee alone. Get A Life!! I don wann anybody to bother miiee anymore. Seeing my Sapphire gettin all stress up bcos of miiee, it really hurts lahs. So people out there.. Jux leave miiee alone. Initially, i can still sympathize with you. But now, i feel tat you're kinda overboard. I don wish to turn e tables on you. But why mux you make things turn out this way? I mean, i know you still harts him loads. I understand the feeling. I know it's hart-wrenching to see the one you love, love another. Howeva, think it over. Do you really love him? If you love someone, you should have jux let him go peacefully. You should give him your blessings jux like how i gave it to the other him of my life. Cos i know that, he'll nv ever wann miiee to be sittin here cryin and cryin. I know it bothers him. I'm not tryin to say that you bothers E. Jux wanna let you know how he feels in a more gentle manner. You're still my fren and i certainly don wish tat my fren is upset cos of miiee. I believe it all depends you. It's not the matter of whether you can or cannot. It's the matter of whether you wan or don wan. We gals should know how to protect ourselves and give ourselves basic respect. Though he's mine now, i can tell you he's not worth it. Nobody can't survive without the other person. When i lost the other him, i was like you. Starved myself. Getting drunk cos of him. But does he even care? Nope. He certainly don't. Tat's why i decided to move on. A guy who's worthy of your tears will nv make you cry. Mux rmb this kaex?? Don starved yourself or gettin drunk. Bad for health. Think tat's all i have to say. Think it over and tk gd care of yourself..
With Love,
Diamond_JeRiCa
Hais.. Sick sial. Migraine liao. "Honey" also sick sial. Mux tk gd care of yourself kaex? Jux kinda quarrelled wf my dardar. Cos i wanted to meet up with ah bee den he don allow. Hais. Dardar arx~ I'm someone who needs freedom de, you know? It's not tat i wanna argue with you. I mean, i jux don like it when you showed miiee attitude. I told you i know how to take care of myself liao. I'm strong de.. Not like those kinda typical gals who'll die from being sick.. Anyway, gonna go catch a movie wf ah bee tmr.. Dardar arx~ Don think too much lahx.. I won't fall for him or wad de. Cos if i wann, i long time be with him lers. Don worry.. Hais.. Damn stress. Feel like giving up sometimes. Nv had this kinda prob before. "Honey" says he'll support miiee.. Told miiee with obstacles comes happiness.. Hais.. Sooo many ppl hates miiee now~ Sianx. It's like there's no right or wrong in relationships de mahx~ I know Miss J is very down now.. & i can say tat even though i only know her for tat day, i still treat her as my fren. Maybe to you ppl, she's your sista. Tat's y you all see things in her point of view. Hais. All i can say now is tat i'm really sorrie. I don wish for this to happen. Arrgh!! Migraine~ Painful sial... Hais.. Miss my dardar and my "Honey".. Where's my guardian angel?? God, can you jux send someone who really loves miiee with his whole hart to miiee mahx? Going crazy at this rate. Laughin and tryin my best to entertain all my frenx. Gosh.. I miss the old days back man.. Return my happiness to miiee. Return my laughter to miiee.. No strength to go on sometimes. Hais.. Don say liao..
With Love,
Diamond_JeRiCa
Hais.. Stress. Jux finished talking to my dardar on e phone. Dono wad to say arx~ Can only say 'Time Proves Evrything'. As for my 'Honey', i know how you feel lahx. No sense of security de feeling sucks big time. Especially both of us de looks also not tat gd. Haahs. At least you still ke ai lahx. Don think so much kaex? If you really think that she's your xin fu then mux strive hard hard worx.. Hais.. Now i also stress arx~ Cos i'm scared my dardar will jux dump miiee when i begin to develope feelings for him. But nvm.. I promised my "Honey" not to think about this matter anymore. Jux let nature take its course bahx. Hmmm.. Need to call dardar liao. Continue tmr..
With Love,
Diamond_JeRiCa
Well, age doesn't matter de lahx, my dearest crystal.. As long as both of you got "huiling".. Lolx.. Hmmm.. Went to town with my dardar and honey! HaaHs.. Kinda down at first.. Cos memories flowed back. But nvm. We took neo-prints and dardar bought EEYORE for miiee!! So adorable! Anyway, enjoyed myself. Thanks my dardar and honey!! Sapphire arx~ Mux know how to treasure the gu tou kaex? He reali treats you nice nice de. Don fret kaex? Wann my crystal and sapphire to be happy!! Think tat's all for today bahx.
With Love,
Diamond_JeRiCa
seems like everyone is concern about age gap.
does age really matters that much?
my mum told me this morning when i was having my breakfast.
mum: dont trust on guys too much. most of the guys cheat on girls and he is older then you so much, dont know what he have on his mind, dont know what motive he have also.
i just smiled =)
while having recess with nigel, i asked him.
me: what if i tell you i'm with one guy who is 25?
nigel: (look at me shockingly) i can put a $350 bet on it... wont last. he wont be the one you will married to.
haiz.. age really matter that much meh? i dont know
anyway..
good thing is... today is a big day for me. i graduated =D got my graduate cert. so happy.. =)
share my joy and happiness with my diamond and sapphire =)
and the bad one is... my long and coloured nails was being caught by principle today -_- sad to say but yes, today, last day of school -_- its now cut and colour being removed.. what the... whatever. my nails will grow =) shall not be bother by these kind of nonsense anyway =D
crystal
Eh~ Diamond here again.. The two gems of mine is too busy wf thier 'O' to post a blog. Well, my mind is full of tots, tat i don really know how to start my blog. Hey.. I think your dog is kinda cute yahx.. Miniature beagle? Hah. Mux take good care of him yahx. Hais.. Sometimes i really wonder. Is tat R gal really tat wonderful? Nvm.. Suan lerx bahx. Let it be jux beautiful memories. Thanks for everything. You really taught miiee how to love. I hope you still rmb wad's 'WE LIVE BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT'.. Anyway, got a new guy in my life liao. Cos i know you said something like the sooner i get a guy, the better it is for you. At least this guy is not po po ma ma. I know he really likes miiee with all of his heart. I can't say for sure i'll love him with all of my heart. But at e very least, i'm still trying hard. Don't wanna disappoint all of the people who cares for miiee. Don't wanna lead my life as if i'm a nobody to everybody. Maybe to you, i'm a nobody anymore. But thanks to you, i know i'm everything to him. I've got the feeling of being treasured. I can be myself when i'm with him. Most importantly, he will nv let miiee shed a tear for him. I'm gonna be serious in this relationship. Though i've got some problems with him now, i'm sure we can overcome it de. Jerica gogo jiayou!! VrOoM VrOoM!! Yesh! Mux jiayou! I won't be defeated easily de! Yeah! ^-^
'Diamond_Jerica
Hey!! This is the opening of the GEM-SHIP of CRYSTAL - SAPPHIRE - DIAMOND!! Hmmm... From now onwards, every single detail of our life shall be posted here. We vow to share our happiness and sorrows ever. Sounds sweet eh? HaHa. You people should be jealous! LoLx.. Well, i'm the first to post a blog here. I'm diamond aka Jerica!! Been kinda down on my luck these days. Luckily, i've got a wonderful family and two priceless gems who stood by miiee.. People who cares for miiee, do not be worried. I've decided to move on. He really hurt miiee lerx.. At this point of time, i only can say i've got no regrets. I hope he can find a gal who treats him better than i do. As for miiee, i'm trying my best to move on. Cos i met someone who really knows how to appreciate miiee. Who really knows how to treat miiee nicely. The same goes for my SAPPHIRE. She's got a real wonderful boi in her life. As for our CRYSTAL.... Strive hard for your LANCER!!! HaHa.. Eh~ Mei you la mei you la.. LOLX!! ^-^ Hmmm.. One more thing before i go, you two precious gems of my life mux study hard for 'o' lvl kaex? Go Go Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!! VrOOm VrOOm!!! lolx.. With all my love, diamond_jerica
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